Embarking on the journey of Self-Discovery, An Elderly Person’s Musings.

I take a journey within and discover the depths of my own being. I set aside half an hour each day to let my mind be a blank canvas. Gaze out of the window without the burden of routine thoughts, envisioning myself as a liberated soul, untethered and in harmony with my innermost self. This simple yet profound method serves as a source of rejuvenation, preparing me to face the challenges of the world with newfound strength.

During this introspective time, I question the authenticity of my existence. I delve deep into the dichotomies within—genuine or fraudulent, honest or deceptive, simple or manipulative, impetuous or mature. My soul, an unwavering mirror, holds the answers. I probe into the success I have achieved and whether it aligns with my true self. Scrutinize if I wear mask or my face is an authentic reflection of my essence.

I embark on a profound journey of self-discovery by extending my introspection to the realms of my professional life. I question whether I authentically fulfilled my obligations or merely maintained appearances. I delve into the dichotomy of being a saint or a sinner, recognizing that life often resides in the nuanced space in between.

As I navigate these introspective waters, I remember that true self-discovery encompasses the entirety of my existence, both personal and professional. By addressing these facets with honesty and courage, I try to unlock the potential for profound personal growth and the realization of a more authentic, fulfilling life.

I reflect on the dynamics of my relationships—with family, children, and spouse. I contemplate what actions I would take if given the chance to be born again. I recall instances where I felt betrayed and instances where I may have betrayed others. I assess whether I adhered to my dharma, fulfilling my duties, upholding ethics, and engaging in rightful karma. I dive deep into introspection, questioning whether I can genuinely label myself as a good person.

You too, who are elderly, can try the same exercise. Discovering yourself is not just a personal quest; it’s a commitment to passing down your enriched experiences to family, the younger generations, and society at large, with the intent of contributing to a better world. Analyze your actions and contemplate what could have been done differently. In this process, be true to yourself—your most genuine guide in the journey of self-discovery.

Guchi.